LIFE IN MY DREAMS

RAHUL PS
Sep 16, 2020
2 min read

People Who have been single for too long are the hardest to love, because they have become so used to being single, independent and self-sufficient that it takes something extraordinary to convince them that they need someone in their life. But people like me need something to believe not someone to love. My life is the only thing that I have. In my story (life) I’m not the hero. Each and every time I feel like I’m the hero but still heroes are not like me. I’m just a kid who need something. I figured out something to find what I need. So I created my own story in my dream so I can control, be happy, I was the hero, I had a family and we lived happily but one day it all changed I still remember that day I saw him I saw the villain and it was me. Finally I got what I was searching for and it was disappointing. I was totally mad at me I thought I was the hero but everything changed I thought this is the time to end this (life).

I changed for many people it was not working

I was someone else

i like to be me I don’t like to change for someone

Im fucking good my friends like me in this way then why should I changed for one thing that I need.

I don’t want to be a hero I don’t need a heroine.

Everyone can’t be heroes there need to be someone who always irritate heroes. Some bad guys.

With out villain there is no heroes.

Im glad I’m the villain of my own story

If I get hurt or I’m sad direct opposite happens to hero. So actually because of me someone is happy.

Do you know it’s not alcohol or weed that made me happy of course not a girl. It was a movie interstellar the last 30 min made me wonder happiness emotional.

I need that feeling so I decided to be a filmmaker so I can give that experience to people.

For me it’s a movie not a girl.

Finally it’s time to accept the truth RAHUL don’t search for someone who will make u sad it was always like that for you, every one use you for their need and throw, don’t compare your life with your friends they are heroes.

Just look behind its your life your friends want you to be happy so they lies, more than anyone you know that truth always hurt I know you don’t like to hurt anyone because of that you lie. But every one called you a liar

Im not your friend I’m your villain

I’m writing this for us I need you to be a person that everyone looking for, but they don’t understand until you dies.